mereka kenal siapa kamu, tapi tidak mengerti kisahmu...
mereka tahu kisahmu, tapi tidak mampu membayangkan sakitmu...
mereka tahu kisahmu, mampu membayangkn sakitmu dan bersamamu... satu dalam seribu...
behind all those smile... I hid a big chaos in my heart... all running to jump out... but mind remind that I shouldn' let em go... coz all of them are just nothing compare to others... and so I let it be forgotten... maybe that's the best way... in all those smile... I let all be forgotten...
but then they come and ease them up... all those shattered feelings... without words... they come to make it go away... me without them might be alive... but might be nothing too... so in this journey... they become a story I want the world to know... coz they read the untold stories and believe... they hear... they stay...
lost has become a friend of mine... but with them... I know they will always come back... soon or later... so I put my heart onto them as I know their leave is short... a lost nothing to lose... I found a place where I am safe...
So its true... don't find ur loved one... find someone who love u... n so u will found what love is... deep in ur heart... a love from u for them... a love from u for u...
so thank you for loving this imperfect me... thank you for staying in my shattered world... thank you for come back after all the leave u took... thank you... for all the sacrifice u do for me... as this heart might be a dead heart without all of u...
I have found a place where I belong...
AUDITORY HALLUCINATION
- JANG JAE IN (FEAT. NASHOW)
There are so many hidden things inside of me
It made me change so much
It put me to sleep, it tied my hands and feet
It trapped me in a dark room
The pieces of lost time
The memories of love that I threw away
They have been deleted and thrown away
Only the outer shells remain
Without knowing anything, I just shouted
I just have that memory
My heart that was cold as ice
It will be forgotten after I sleep
I want to escape from this pain that chains me down
Someone wake me up
From my soul that is filled with scars
The deeply colored night sky
Is filled with you, who won’t leave
It wakes me from my sleep
Kissing me again
Your voice that whispered I love you
Your scent, I hear it in my ears every day
Where are you?
You’re hidden in a place where I can’t see you
The pain you received for me
When my anger becomes one
I’ll chase the lost memories from the deep sleep
I want to find the real me that is not you
But the bruises in my heart are too big
I try hiding it but they hide in my heart and wake me up
I met you on the other side of my horrible memories
You embraced even my lost feelings
Helping me get up from being broken
I’m trying not to let go of your hands
I’m trying to erase the nightmares
I’m trying so hard
In this place where I trapped myself
I want to roll up the darkness
And find you
Though I can’t touch you
Or be held by you
What controls me
Isn’t what lives in me
What can heal me isn’t strong medicine
It’s just love
The voice I hear in my ears
Wakes me up from being lost
After it wraps around me and kisses me
It disappears and I can’t see it anymore
The deeply colored night sky
Is filled with you, who won’t leave
It wakes me from my sleep
Kissing me again
Your voice that whispered I love you
Your scent, I hear it in my ears every day
Where are you?
In the night sky that I can’t touch
I see you turning back
Making me escape from the exhausted days
Making it into a picture
I’m sorry, I say as I hold onto you
Don’t go far away, I call out to you
In the sadness that I can’t ever see again
Tears fall again
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